Exhibition Statement 

 

‘Adversity’

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The grounding reason for this project has come from a difficult time in my life when I discovered I had been under surveillance.  This left me feeling violated and destroyed my confidence.  The surveillance was in an attempt to disprove my disability caused by an injury at work.   One of the repercussions of this made me feel like my every move was being watched, which, in turn, made me feel reclusive and anxiety-ridden.

 

Through this series of images of doors and windows, it is my aim to document the adversity, fear and difficulties I face in day to day life when leaving my home and walking through the front door into the outside world. 

 

My images show dramatic lighting, historical beauty, textural qualities, mystery, suspense, fear, shadows, hope, and encouragement.  The moods express feelings of captivity, fear, anticipation, then strength, growth and freedom.  

 

Note the larger images within the series, the first image, a closed door, then the final image to end the story; an open door, revealing warmth and beauty on the outside.

 

My images are a clearer vision of what I can explain with words.  Making and taking images is my therapy.   A reason to explore new territory, it challenges me and unlocks doors that I would usually avoid going through.  Windows are my vision, where I can safely observe.  A window is my camera lens.  

 

The surveillance footage within my exhibition is something I have not been able to view for 5 years.  I hope it delivers a powerful message in showing the violation I felt.

 

The light I see and use in my photography is my energy to push through and create images that inspire me and hopefully others.

 

I have taken these images at my home and when visiting locations nearby.   I have been inspired by researching documentary photographers who have produced famous photo essays.  In particular I am inspired by therapeutic photographer, Paul Sanders.   He explains that to express your feelings through an image can help to exorcise the haunting feelings.  

 

This project fits into my vision of where I intend to develop as a photographer.  My camera is my therapy, making images that can help me and others to become calmer individuals; to document feelings through imagery that sometimes can not be spoken or explained by words.   The process of making images has saved me from the torment and scarring inside.  I have found a focus and wish to share that therapy with others.

 

This project will fit into a series of photo journeys and essays as I work my way through documenting life experiences.   Hopefully, I can raise awareness of therapeutic photography and its amazing abilities in helping people to cope with Mental Health issues. 

 

Booker Skelding